Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Well...
Three days. That's how many days of school I have left. I am planning the biggest backyard pary ever on Friday because of this. It'll be epic.
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Damn it, it's not FAIR!
I hate this. I hate having to lie to my grandparents, having to tell them I'm Christian when I'm not. I hate having to pretend I'm even remotely interested in guys. I hate it. Damn it, it's not fricking fair! I shouldn't have to lie to them! I don't want to lie to them! And I hate having to choose between losing them and lying! It's not fair! No child should be forced to make that choice! It's just not fricking fair! I love them, but I just can't be who they want me to be. I can't even be who they think I am! I'm a bi agnostic, for Geae's sake! Not a straight Christian!
It's just not frickin' fair.
-Shali
It's just not frickin' fair.
-Shali
Saturday, September 25, 2010
It's funny how things work, isn't it? The worst things in your life can lead to the best, so you really have to make every moment count. I don't know why people tease me, and still call me a freak, but you know what? I don't care. Not anymore. The best thing that has ever happened to me happened because I was teased and alone, and so has the worst. Life's funny like that. And, sometimes, it'll dangle a prize in front of you, such as the best friend ever, and then cruelly snatch it away. Words hurt. I know they do. I've experienced it first hand. But, sometimes, you just have tp go through life with a smile and a wave for everyone anyway, you know?
There's a girl in my theatre arts class named Kaity Gallegos. She's the happiest girl ever, despite one thing: She has brain cancer. She's had it since she was four, and she's fourteen now. The doctors said she wouldn't survive until she was five, and her birthday was only a few months away. Nine years later, she's going through life and isn't letting anything get in her way. She's only got one tumor left. When I asked her, if she had a choice, if she would have gone back in time and prevented herself getting cancer, she said 'No.' She told me that without it, she wouldn't have half the good friends she has now, and that God makes these things happen for a reason. I don't know if she's right, but it makes her happy, doesn't it?
Just a couple of years ago, some boys at Medlin were throwing large rocks at my brother. He picked up a stick to defend himself, and he got suspended while the boys got off scot free. My mom refused to let him go back, and since then the best things in his life have happened. He got a girlfriend, and he gets to go to Sci Fi conventions. He can have his hair however he wants. And, most of all, he isn't teased any more. Once in a while, he even smiles. So, we wouldn't change what happened for anything. Not for anything.
Go ahead, ask me questions.
There's a girl in my theatre arts class named Kaity Gallegos. She's the happiest girl ever, despite one thing: She has brain cancer. She's had it since she was four, and she's fourteen now. The doctors said she wouldn't survive until she was five, and her birthday was only a few months away. Nine years later, she's going through life and isn't letting anything get in her way. She's only got one tumor left. When I asked her, if she had a choice, if she would have gone back in time and prevented herself getting cancer, she said 'No.' She told me that without it, she wouldn't have half the good friends she has now, and that God makes these things happen for a reason. I don't know if she's right, but it makes her happy, doesn't it?
Just a couple of years ago, some boys at Medlin were throwing large rocks at my brother. He picked up a stick to defend himself, and he got suspended while the boys got off scot free. My mom refused to let him go back, and since then the best things in his life have happened. He got a girlfriend, and he gets to go to Sci Fi conventions. He can have his hair however he wants. And, most of all, he isn't teased any more. Once in a while, he even smiles. So, we wouldn't change what happened for anything. Not for anything.
Go ahead, ask me questions.
I'm bored out of my mind at the moment, so I've got some music on permanent loop, and I've decided something.
Everytime I update this, I get no comments. This could be for three reasons: One, no one reads it, two, you're afraid to comment, or three, you can't find the comment button.
I can solve two of these.
One: I'm going to give more people links to it, and hope they give their friends links, and hope those friends comment.
Two: At the end of each update, I'll ask for questions. These can be about anything, such as, for the people who know me, why I'm not putting in everything that's happened to me, or why I leave stuff out, and if you don't know me, or don't want to ask that, you could ask me if certain things have happened to me before, or other stuff. Seriously. Ask me anything, I don't bite.
Three: If you can't find the comment button, you're hopeless, sorry.
So, questions, anyone?
Everytime I update this, I get no comments. This could be for three reasons: One, no one reads it, two, you're afraid to comment, or three, you can't find the comment button.
I can solve two of these.
One: I'm going to give more people links to it, and hope they give their friends links, and hope those friends comment.
Two: At the end of each update, I'll ask for questions. These can be about anything, such as, for the people who know me, why I'm not putting in everything that's happened to me, or why I leave stuff out, and if you don't know me, or don't want to ask that, you could ask me if certain things have happened to me before, or other stuff. Seriously. Ask me anything, I don't bite.
Three: If you can't find the comment button, you're hopeless, sorry.
So, questions, anyone?
Saturday, August 28, 2010
School.. Blegh..
School's started again, and I am already sick of my new school. Meh, at least it's only two years until I see Taylor again. And, maybe, (hopefully?) I'll see Hannah again before that.
So, you're wondering what's happened so far this week? Let me try to write it all down.
On Tuesday, first day of school, I had to get my last shot. : P I don't know why I hadn't already gotten it, so don't ask me. Then, I spent 90% of first period, history, in the nurses office and such, getting my change to this school finalized and such. Then, Gym, which I missed the first ten minutes of because I couldn't find it. Third period, Science, was much the same.
Somehow, they'd messed up my schedule and put me in band this year instead of Art. I still don't know how they managed that. After band, which I spent drawing, it was off to Lunch. I spent most of THAT getting a I.D., grabbing my lunch money, and in the lunch line, so I ended up missing the first twenty minutes of Theatre, which, obviously, I had fifth period. Then I had Math, which went as well as could be expected, and then L.A. We went to the library, I checked out a book, and had replaced it with another by the end of the period. The week went on like this until Friday.
What was so different about Friday, you ask? I give you two words in answer: Pep Rally.
Have I mentioned that I utterly loathe pep rally's? They're full of shouting kids, loudly playing bands, and screaming cheerleaders. I still have the headache... The only good thing about pep rally's is that it's a extra hour to read my book and draw- Well, that, and the fact that the cheerleaders are hot.
...What? I'm gay, and proud of it. Besides, they are.
So, you're wondering what's happened so far this week? Let me try to write it all down.
On Tuesday, first day of school, I had to get my last shot. : P I don't know why I hadn't already gotten it, so don't ask me. Then, I spent 90% of first period, history, in the nurses office and such, getting my change to this school finalized and such. Then, Gym, which I missed the first ten minutes of because I couldn't find it. Third period, Science, was much the same.
Somehow, they'd messed up my schedule and put me in band this year instead of Art. I still don't know how they managed that. After band, which I spent drawing, it was off to Lunch. I spent most of THAT getting a I.D., grabbing my lunch money, and in the lunch line, so I ended up missing the first twenty minutes of Theatre, which, obviously, I had fifth period. Then I had Math, which went as well as could be expected, and then L.A. We went to the library, I checked out a book, and had replaced it with another by the end of the period. The week went on like this until Friday.
What was so different about Friday, you ask? I give you two words in answer: Pep Rally.
Have I mentioned that I utterly loathe pep rally's? They're full of shouting kids, loudly playing bands, and screaming cheerleaders. I still have the headache... The only good thing about pep rally's is that it's a extra hour to read my book and draw- Well, that, and the fact that the cheerleaders are hot.
...What? I'm gay, and proud of it. Besides, they are.
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Happy birthday, Live it Up a Little! Oh, and bye-bye, band.
I FAILED MY BAND FINAL! That means, there is little chance that I will be in band next year. Sorry, folks.
On a happier note, my forum is nearly a year old. Don't know what it is? Well, I'll tell you!
My forum is a collection of people like me, gamers, roleplayers, that stuff. We're mostly dedicated to roleplays, but we have some other stuff to- Forum games in the trash can, a whole collection of short stories by our talented members, a whole book written by on of my favorite members, and a banner made by yours truly.
We also have a team of dedicated administrators, a few gods, a neko/kitsune, a kitsune, a demon, a half dragon.... You know what? It would be simpler for you to name it, and see if we have it.
Anyway, we're nearly a year old now. Yep, big milestone. I'm working on the collage right now, in fact. Oh, did I mention that I do collages for the site every now and again? They're really cool.
Want to see them? Then come on in!
On a happier note, my forum is nearly a year old. Don't know what it is? Well, I'll tell you!
My forum is a collection of people like me, gamers, roleplayers, that stuff. We're mostly dedicated to roleplays, but we have some other stuff to- Forum games in the trash can, a whole collection of short stories by our talented members, a whole book written by on of my favorite members, and a banner made by yours truly.
We also have a team of dedicated administrators, a few gods, a neko/kitsune, a kitsune, a demon, a half dragon.... You know what? It would be simpler for you to name it, and see if we have it.
Anyway, we're nearly a year old now. Yep, big milestone. I'm working on the collage right now, in fact. Oh, did I mention that I do collages for the site every now and again? They're really cool.
Want to see them? Then come on in!
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