I hate this. I hate having to lie to my grandparents, having to tell them I'm Christian when I'm not. I hate having to pretend I'm even remotely interested in guys. I hate it. Damn it, it's not fricking fair! I shouldn't have to lie to them! I don't want to lie to them! And I hate having to choose between losing them and lying! It's not fair! No child should be forced to make that choice! It's just not fricking fair! I love them, but I just can't be who they want me to be. I can't even be who they think I am! I'm a bi agnostic, for Geae's sake! Not a straight Christian!
It's just not frickin' fair.
-Shali
