I hate this. I hate having to lie to my grandparents, having to tell them I'm Christian when I'm not. I hate having to pretend I'm even remotely interested in guys. I hate it. Damn it, it's not fricking fair! I shouldn't have to lie to them! I don't want to lie to them! And I hate having to choose between losing them and lying! It's not fair! No child should be forced to make that choice! It's just not fricking fair! I love them, but I just can't be who they want me to be. I can't even be who they think I am! I'm a bi agnostic, for Geae's sake! Not a straight Christian!
It's just not frickin' fair.
-Shali
Sorry to hear that, Shali. Sounds like it sucks. But I'm sure you can get through it, you're a strong person. My poor grandmother would probably burst into tears if I told her that I don't believe in god and that I don't pray every night like she still says I should; I've been there. You'll get through it. I'd like to hear from you again. This was the only place besides Gaia I was able to find you where I didn't need an account. Hope to hear from you soon.
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